Friday, December 30, 2005
I was reading a disturbing article on called: A World Without Men. Besides quoting some dumb fuck books on fictional reasons why men would cease to exist in this world, there was also scientific proof that Men, are on the decline.
It was said that Y chromosomes are what that dictate a baby becomes a boy or a girl, and that particular Y chromosome is degenerating and becoming weaker, with more men becoming impotent and the increasing rise of women.
Some of the Pro-women, anti-male reasons:
1) More women, even some girlie-men are rising and carrying out an anti-men movement.(where, i don't have the slightest idea)
2) Men are deemed strong, aggressive, unemotional, with no contribution at all.
3) A stressful modern life coupled with a high level of sedentary activity is weaken male potency.
4) Men are referred to as 'nature's sole mistake'
5) Genetic programming, artificial insemmination or cloning could replace men.
There are a couple more reasons but i'm lazy to list all of them. Anyway this article struck me as one-sided and dumb.
If it wasn't for men, do you think you girls could be reading my article now? Do you think you all would have discovered that thing called the Y and X chromosomes? For christ's sake, the reason why u are sitting in a comfortable cushioned seat with ari con and fans blowing at ur face is because of US, MEN.
If men were become weak, emotional and all wussy, what is it that seperates us from girls?
Food for thought for you biased readers. If reproduction can be done by genetic programming, artificial insemmination or cloning, the same could happen to the ladies. They can just all fade away and be done with. Then WE GUYS could do genetics and stuffs to make our babies if we need, and clones of pretty girls solely for our own whims and fancies.
So who decides who stays on earth and who doesn't? I don't favour MCP, but i don't favour those feminist who thinks they own this world. Its for everyone to live in together lor.
Its true guys aren't perfect, but aren't ALL of us the same? Being all emotional and wimpy all the time just doesn't cut it, and if there were no guys, where's that shoulder to cry on? Where's that person to make u feel all safe and protected? A clone? Oh, wake up...
Wednesday, December 28, 2005
Got to fucking plan my timetable... Realised coordinating with many people quite tough. Some of them had to sacrifice what they actually wanted to accomodate everyone else.
Then came the time to register. Guess what. NONE of it went through. I mean, WTF! Just because one of my bao subject cannot go thru means everything else also cannot? How fucking STUPID is that?
Ended up with a damn lousy timetable. And i realised its totally different from everyone else except for one person. Despite my state of du lanness now, i must say i really appreciate that! Its good to have some1 sticking by despite these trying times.
Others totally just couldn't fit in and had to register in other time slots. And i'm sure its sure to suck. If the school had the fucking brains and willing to spend a little more extra effort, they could have easily set the time and date for the damn lessons like in JC, SEC and even PRI schools lor.
Instead they choose to split the damn thing apart and ask us to register ourselves. And the timing is fucked up and totally student-unfriendly, not to mention there's the agony of planning.
Every semester gotta go through this kind of frantic planning.
Step 1: Plan and try to coordinate with friends.
Step 2: Pray hard to get wanted slots, if not, everything else clashes.
Step 3: Try damn hard to be first few to register, always failing miserably.
Step 4: Get damn upset cos timetable is fucked up, not to mention will be all alone entire sem and gotta wake up damn early every morning for lesson.
Step 5: Get pissed into convulsions before falling asleep drooling...
I LOVE NTU. Daddy said if i said otherwise will kena sued. I don't want kena peh in jail... Nnnoooooo!!!!
Monday, December 26, 2005
Went out on Xmas eve with gaming friends to The Loof. It was BM's tiuz and the crowd there were mostly strangers. But still it was good fun and the ambience there not bad. The open rooftop idea was a novelty.
But the drinks fucking ex. I ordered a Magaritas and the cup was damn small, not to mention it didn't taste good and it cost me 18SGD. This kind of high end stuff is not for poor dudes like me. Seriously, I could do better with a jug of beer.
Wanted to make it down to Plasma before midnight to join my buddy. But the guys tu damn long, ended up i entered Christmas in a Kopitiam eating eggs and toast with kopi.
By the time reach Plasma, already late liao. Most of the fun ended. But still, i discovered my buddy found a gal! Somemore they love love and they also bao bao lor. How power! My this buddy is the never have a gf type before.
But then they not officially together yet lar. From the looks of it, more or less le. Haha... Here's a love love pic of them!
Ok. Enough of them. Let's talk about me. I got a major problem on hand now. Hai. Laterz
Friday, December 23, 2005
Just received this batch of photos from my other friend from the gathering. I thought they took dozens of photos lor. Maybe she took out those she didn't look nice in. Vain girls... Haha!
一辈子两个人在一起
你说要加个或许
不是你不喜欢甜言和蜜语
只是你比较实际
两个人一辈子不分离
你问我好在哪里
不是你不期待永恒的恋曲
你说最美的爱情叫做回应
为何连分手都不跟我争吵
撂下一句话就想逃跑
让我爱难平 恨难消 情难灭 梦难了心难过
你却放手一了百了
离开我你说是为了我好
可知道这句话伤人不少
就算忘不了没有大不了
反正一切都不再重要
我的心既然你全都不了
何必再继续让彼此困扰
斩断纠缠的爱
从今就一了百了
Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Went for my primary school friends gathering yesterday. Ages since we last met, easily more than 1 year. And the 2nd in like 10 years.
Had dinner at Fish and Co. While waiting for everyone to arrive, small talk was in order for those present. Many of us has changed here and there, but everyone's overall personailty sort of stuck since the last i could remember.
The gals had accomplishments to their names, working and with degrees of diplomas, some even second upper lor. A couple of the guys had signed off, one of them was even making it big as a sales engineer.
I'm a straggler in the group. But i have my fair share of accomplishments. My DOTA skills are legendary, i got a level 130++ mmorpg character in A3, i owe NTU 5 modules and i landed myself a decent place to stay in hall 14. My my... This list could go on forever, but i decide to stop short here.
By the way, here are the pictures...
In between the small talk, i went off into my own dimension once again. Spaced off in my own thoughts, many things hit me..
Once small ignorant kids, we have grown. Not just in size, but in thoughts as well. Bickering and verbal fights and teasing still ensued even though we totally lost contact with each other. It really feels good to see so many of them once again. My kiddy buddies, goli frenz and quarreling mates all gathered!
An idea i had been toying hit me once again... Pardon my despondent mood but, with a gain of something, another thing is lost. Maturity comes at a price of innocence. Knowledge comes with the price at the loss of the bliss of ignorance.
Such things are inevitable in the process we call 'life', and its saddening and joyful all at the same time. Mixed conflicting feelings are the hardest to deal with.
Gone were the days of talking too much in class till kena the 'stand-up' punishment, rushing off to the nearby mama shop to buy tikum and dragonball cards, playing catching at the sand playground below the hdb flats near school, using erasers to fight each other during breaks, and the joy of having a yakult in hand.
Yakults come a dime a dozen now, eraser fights are a distant memory, the sand playground is gone, the mama shop has stopped selling tikum and cards and i don't even go lessons now. Haha... Those were the days.
Monday, December 19, 2005
Finally got my ass back in Singapore. Took loads of photos. Think uploading them all is going to take me all day. -.-''
Genting damn cold. Then i didn't bring jacket or anything. Almost died there. Lucky casino fun. Jackpot as usual sucks, but the table gambling pawns! And the table games easy to play.
The dices love me! Muhaha. Won a couple of tens and then shack liao. Play casino i think must pia pia 1 whole day that kind then fun.
For the first time in my life, i took to serious shopping. Armed with 600Ringgit, i took to conquering KL. And i spent every single cent of it.. Heh! I power! Shopping isn't such a chore afterall.
Had lots of time to observe things i never had the chance to observe. And i got disgusted with many of the things i noticed. Lets start shall we?
Some people like to lament the fact that they are fat, and despite their continuous efforts to eat lesser, the kilos never seem to go off. While other people can eat all they want and still stay slim.
I'm not much of a slim guy, but fuck you. I write what i want. I have this friend who eats not a lot. But likes those fucking sweet stuffs. Bread has to go loaded with kaya butter and jam. Cannot drink plain water, die die must drink those sweet drinks like peach tea and coke. Then complain fat. I mean... WHAT THE FUCK?
Then those who eat a lot but not get fat? I realise they eat a lot, but not all are those fattening stuffs. Vegetables get swallowed by kilos and everything goes. Drink loads of plain water also. This, i respect. They are slim cause they eat slim. Its not just quantity we are talking here. Its what you eat and drink!
Since i've started, i got loads of grouses. Don't think i got the stamina to write all at one shot anyway. Another time then. And meanwhile, fuck you whiney bastards.
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Now i'm sitting in a pub in KL drinking beer, shots, cocktails and making merry! I POWER! Haha....
This holiday trip is totally cool. Genting was decent, i won a couple of tens and the whole place like in air con that kind. Then i never bring jacket. Damn cold lor. Then don't dare venture out cos really cold.
Did lots of shopping. Resolved to changed my baggy jeans wardrobe. This is really going to cost me. And i realised shopping is decent fun! But really very shack.
Just finished a 10 course dinner meal in Federal Hotel. Got sharks fin lor... 32++ RM is decent! Prolly might go for supper later! Heh! Come back confirm fat one. -.-''
There's this bartenderess/chai in this pub. She sings great and she quite chai. Now me considering getting a Malaysian gf. Muhahahaha!!! Hmm... On second thoughts, long distance relationship not really my kind... >.<
Took LOADS of photos. Gotta spend lots of time to sort thru and post! Later guys!
Thursday, December 15, 2005
Finally packed the bag. Discovered the bad damn small... No chance put clothes and have space for any shopping stuffs lor. Ended up unpacking half of the clothes i folded. If Malaysia cannot find clothes, i siao liao. Haha.
Later going over fren house stay first, cause gotta reach Goldenmile there by 630am. Madness! No chance bus. Confirm cab. $$ fly liao. Even before trip start. -.-''
Now that holidays start ah, a little lost liao. Initially thought can play game till no day no night. Now discovered, 1 day 1 night of gaming and i kinda sick le. Haha... CHI RU!!
Ok le. Time to rush out and enjoy my holidays! Byez!
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
First Day Of Hols!
Yesterday was officially my first day of the hols. Monday kena caught by my dad to his factory to help out. In 1 day, i worked harder than 1 week in my stupid attachment office lor.
Used to be grumpy in getting caught to work in office during my hols. But recently i figured it. However tough, if i don't help my family, who will? And i realised some things, being efficient just cannot finish it fast. Cause there's really A LOT to do. Hai... No wonder they asked me to go...
Back to my first day of hols. Woke up early so that i could get my BK breakfast. Ah... Can still remember the taste of the sausage crossaint. Yeah!
Got off to Safra for a swim. The entry fee was like $3.15. Madness! No choice, so i decided to stay there for 3 hours. 1 buck each hour, heart less pain. Hahaha!!
Was doing laps when i realised got this big sized guy swimming beside me. I've been swimming since young and technically, swimming is damn easy and relaxed. And the easiest and fastest stroke is freestyle, not the silly breaststroke you noobs always proclaim to be the best.
The big sized guy, let's call him The Vibrator, was tearing at the water for all he's worth. This created a of lot water movement to the side but failed to propel him forward fast like what he thought he's doing lor. Then the water movement always pushed me to one side cos he use A LOT of strength to move one small metre.
Eventually i got pissed, cos i was lapping and he's destroying my tempo. On top of that, he swim 2 laps, i swim 3 lor. Noob...
Finally got so du lan, i swam slightly harder to use the water to gush him to one side. Muhahaaha! Think he realised, or maybe his ego got hurt. Either way, after that lap, he didn't continue swimming liao. Yeah! Me 1, The Vibrator 0. Wallow in shame, fucker.
Subsequently, burst liao. Spent too much energy getting pissed, got tired. Swim halfway feel like sleeping. With last ounce of energy, i managed to haul myself to the tanning benches and fell asleep.
Woe behold me. When i woke up, it was 1 hour later and my whole body aching. Now skin feeling damn pain. Can die.. Prolly will start shedding skin like snake again. -.-''
Sunday, December 11, 2005
My bro saw this food column advert saying that this crawford lane kopitiam serves damn good food decently priced. So yesterday evening rushed down to try out the place.
Got there early to avoid the crowd. Pleased to see the place remotely packed, got a table eaasily. Ordered the hyped up western food. Didn't take really good. In fact, it was kinda lousy.
My chicken cutlet was tasteless and there was a layer of raw skin and fat undermeath the crispy flour layer. The fish and chips were slightly better but also wasn't the best i've eaten. Chicken maryland was overcooked and plain sucked. The only decent one was the mixed grill.
Had to wait like 30mins despite the small crowd lor. Then droves of people started coming. Prolly cos of the damn papers. Boy... Are they going to regret it! Hahaha!
So 3 things... Its either one man's meat is another man's poison. The person posting the review had lousy taste/never tasted good food before. The reviewer got paid off by the kopitiam.
My guess? Fuck these reviewers!
Saturday, December 10, 2005
Here's the closure for the last 6 months of my attachment. Since i prolly wouldn't be going back there again. I shall commemorate my memorable stint as the life of a working class.
I must say i hate working. I hate getting up early, i hate having to do OT. But i do not shy it. I've come to see and feel with my own hands how working is like, and how so many different types of people exists, and how they can coexist in this small place called office.
There are the smart, the lazy, the hardworking and the lazy. Exploiters and the people being exploited. This is an ugly world, unlike the pictures painted to us since young, that kindness begets kindness, and this world is a bright and cheery place. Damn you educators.
But there's a spark of light amid all gloominess. At least for me. I got know more people, got to make more friends. And despite all my complaints, i must say i had my fair share of fun as well. Haha...
Let's begin the intro to how everything was ok?
This is the road i always walk when coming to and leaving the office. Long and dreary, the 'walking to' seems short and the 'walking back' seems long.
This is the office toilets. A place i used to hide from all the problems, and somewhere i love to vist, especially when there are a lot of work. Can even take a nap inside lor. Muhahaha!
This is our damn office pantry. An empty fridge and a bloody water cooler beside it. No food, no nothing. You bring it yourself. Sucks huh. I heard of pantries with tins of biscuits and fridge full of canned drinks lor!
This is the server room door for the entire company and the waiting area. Nothing significant, but another of those i-walk-thru-it-everyday road.
There we have it. The entrance to th office. Oh damn... i realised the company's name can be seen! Forget the name ok? Maybe i go photoshop it when i free. Haha...
This one nice hor? Its the disneyland downstairs. Always wished to work there instead. Seems more fun!
Lifts... To the office! Where else??
Notice something peculiar about this pic? The damn carpark slot is so small, no car can fit in one lor. The noob who designed this place ought to get a knock on his head. The car in this slot always has to slant damn bad. Ros see liao always make noise one. Nosey... Muahahaha!!!
Here's the front view of the building...
The road we always walk every afternoon to get to the kopitiam nearby. Must-walk road, cause office always damn unbearable.
Another part of the road to the kopitiam. Sad hor. Gotta walk so far, and its winding road somemore lor.
The final stretch of the road to the kopitiam taken when we were walking back on the last day of work.
Here's the disgusting part about the company. They got this damn scan card thingy to clock your in and out timings. Means you cannot cheat by coming in late, going home early. Sian max that kind lor. Even some MNCs also don't use such sneaky gadgets.
Whoa. Guess what... I spotted Ros inside the reflection beside the machine. Haha! Gotcha!
Last photo of the day. Picture of the building when i was standing at the busstop waiting for the bus home.
"天下无不散之宴席". How apt! Happy cause last day of work. Sian cause its the last day. Talk about contradicting emotions! But whatever the case, its all over. Another 3 weeks and its back to school, and the struggle against life ensues all over again.
Till then, PLAY, GO OUT, DRINK!!!! Woohoo!!!!
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Gaming, Pros and Cons
Recently started playing a new game called silkroadonline. Great game with excellent graphics. You guys can check it out here:
www.silkroadonline.net. Only downside is that it takes a lot of time to get familiar with and lots of patience is needed, something all mmorpgs require, besides a damn good com.
Join me guys!
Have always been playing DOTA, for more than a year. Recently took part in this DOTA competition held by E-Games. I have always believed in my skills and took pride that most people usually get smashed by me.
Now... That was in the case of IRC kiddies. These players have no moral ethics. If getting killed a couple of times means quitting game, then i suggest you don't play. Play girlie games like Maplestory, where you cant get killed by others and all you do is walk ard talking to other girls. Fuck off pussies.
My friend arranged to fight against clans to prepare us for competition style dota instead of pawning the normal irc numbskulls. We suffered a humilating defeat. Something that didn't happen for a very long time. Couple of reasons why we lost so badly.
1) We didn't have a killer combi move that can smash the opponent when needed.
2) Some of us don't complement each other's style of play.
3) We had varying levels of skill and technical expertise among our teammates.
4) We have lousy teamwork, and damn lousy coordination.
Now. Silver lining comes in. Proud to say, i realised clan level(PROS) players didn't possess better skill expertise and micro. It was obvious most of my team had better micro and skills. Individually, we were superior. As a team, we suck. Suck big time that kind of suck.
When faced with normal teams, our skills more than make up for our lousy teamplay. But against pros, where the skill level is less distinct and we were at a disadvantage.
I'm talking so much here cause i'm damn sore about what happened last night. Losing just plain sucks and humiliating defeats just cannot be taken lying down.
Maybe we're just not good enough for competition. Haha... But no, that's for weaklings!
I shall train till i pawn everone!
DIE YOU NOOBS!!!! MUHAHAHAHA!!!
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Did a lot of blog reading and surfing recently and realised many blogs all looked damn cool and had a lot of personalizations done. Started getting envious, cause the more i compare, the lousier my blog looked in comparison.
Feeling the sour grapes in my tummy, i took to zhnging my blog. Started out trying to change the html of my template. Then i realised. I sucked at it! This cannot be! I totally couldn't comprehend the script and i have no idea where to start the damn zhnging.
For someone of my intellect and brilliance, this was unprecedented and totally unheard of. So i took on the ardous task to start comparing the scripts of my template and that of others, sibei tough...
Finally managed to grasp the damn html concepts and combined many different skins and ideas into this magnificent blog that you now see! Damn. I amaze myself at times. Haha...
This is a combination of many different skins and is unique to yours truly only! You guys can start plagarising from me. I'm generous! ^^
Will still be making minor changes also lar. If i happen to stumble on a better skin, i'll change this. Still don't quite like this template... In the meantime, enjoy!
Sunday, December 04, 2005
Supposed to go register for the damn dota competition. Ended up, i got a feeling everyone all ai mai ai mai. Confirming a time to meet to register already so difficult. How the hell are we supposed to train?
As far as i see it, we prolly won't be able to get past the damn prelims. That being the case, i decided to carry on with my Malaysia trip, instead of wasting my efforts on the dumb competition. Luckily got one other guy enthusiastic about it also. If not i give up liao lo...
Went to plasma yesterday. Long time no go liao. It was nice being back there, singing songs, talking cock with my buddy and the other regulars there. I got comfy and went to jio a group of friends down.
I said if wan, they can come down join me, can open a bottle of chivas. Beer really taste like piss recently and i'm starting to avoid it. Then there's this dude in the group, asked me go his house, he open a can of 7up for me to drink.
I mean... What the fuck? I friendly jio u down drink chivas, u tell me drink 7up. Mai lai sua. Don't need give me this kind of rubbish. He can jolly well go shove that can of 7up up his fucking ass. KNN...
Also went to play billard. Had always been keen to buy a cue for myself. Got nice cue, can fix it up, can act sart ki! I like that idea sia. But a decent cue going to cost me a couple of a hundred bucks. No chance i pay this kind of money lor.
Then as usual, i play lousy billard. Straight line cannot get e damn ball in also. Sibei sian. Lucky got a few magnificant long shots and doubles.... If not i spit blood liao. I seriously suspect i spastic. Sian...
Finished billard, finished drinking, wanted to head home. Went to take nightrider home. Sit at the bloody busstop for 30mins, can see so many couples love love, walking around. Then started to get sore. Fuck.... Grass is always greener on the other side huh. See liao gian, got liao sian. PUI!
Sit sibei long liao, then heard this guy telling his gf:"Wa... we sit so long wait for bus, today no nightrider leh!" I jit tao stunned. Went to beo the blood notice board. REALLY! NO NIGHTRIDER!!!!
Sibei du lan. Sit so long then realise, worse, the bloody service, wait till i wan take then they don't have. What kind of lousy service is that? They should at least have the decency to give me a call to inform me no nightrider. Damn.
Then no choice, got to take the damn cab home. Burn a very big hole in pocket. Add oil to fire. No honey, no money. Sad case sad case.
But can take consolation that some of the couples are fugly. I rather be single than have a fugly girlfriend lor. Then worse. Got to send her home then can go home. That one also no honey, but lagi more no money. Muhahahaha!!!
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Heard that there was free flow of tempura and softshell crabs from Suki Sushi. Just these few words already conjured up images of nice crispy crabs and big tasty tempuras. Against better advice, i rounded up a few friends and rush over for its buffet dinner.
And it sucked. The tempura was made out of SHRIMPS, the softshell crab was a turn off. The sushis cannot even be considered decent and everything else practically sucked. There was teppenyaki as well and it was the only normal tasting food, besides the deserts.
I swear off buffet for the next whole month at least. The "overeat" feeling sucked and i wanted to puke for the whole night. Hai.. Should have went for Spageddies! Damn!
Today i'm all alone at work and eating alone felt pathetic. Ended up going home to catch a little show before coming back to office.
Here, i must pause and surmise. I hate shows and i'm no sucker for the lovey dovey type of shows. In fact, tv is a major turnoff cos Singapore tv sucks big time.
Jap and Korean drama serials are way ridiculous with their lousy script and all too predicatable i-love-you-you-don't-love-me-u-love-someone-else of ideas. Either that or some lousy predicatable misfortune that breaks up the love birds.
Media always put in too much hype on this abstract idea called LOVE. And they glorify it, making it seem all so beautiful and dream-like. Silly young girls are suckers for it though, no wonder they keep producing such rubbish!
Nonetheless, i still caught on to this one and only show i felt was worth watching: My Date With A Vampire 3.
Agreed that the computer graphics sucks. The plot wasn't the very best around. But i still watched. Not for the ridiculous stunts and definately not for Ma XiaoLing's ultra short skirt. In fact, if not for the skirt, she's not worth much.
But there's the cute Kuang TianYa, gorgeous WuLei and womanly MaoYou. And its not just cos of these chicks i'm watching the show. They are just a bonus issue.
I like watching the different ways people suffer upon the loss of someone important. I watched a part where this chick MouYao couldn't forget about her ex who died, and there was this all-ever-too-patient guy who was waiting for her.
This is a typical everyday scenario we have, except that we gotta amplify the stupidity and ridiculousness of it all by 100 times. Some girls have this tendency to harp on old topics, some even cannot forget their ex (some, not ALL, but either way, its ridiculous).
I mean... If that guy left you, or is dead, or has his dick cut off, whatever. Don't you think its time to move on in life? What's the point of loving someone when all there is is unhappiness?!?
LOVE should be happy, shouldn't it?!? If you aren't happy in that relationship, why the hell are you still together? If it reaches such a stage, prolly you are sticking on cos of habit more than love. Come on, stop deluding yourselves you fools.
I'm being exceptionally generous by sharing with you THE WAY. Now, be a nice doggie and bring me my slippers. Good boy, good girl!
Next, this dumb fuck of a guy dies while on a mission. In front of that girl. What next? The very natural response by the idiotic media is predicatable. The girl regrets not accepting him, realises she loves him, and that she was foolish.
Now... That's like, duhz! I'm sympathetic to such a loss, yes, but that bitch deserves it. If she had followed my theory on love, she would have been a much happier person, and that guy would have enjoyed his life better too. By the way, the guy deserves it also lar.
But still, i understood and felt that pain of loss portrayed by the scene. And i'm dead sure, such scenarios achually happens in normal everyday life, something most people can relate to.
Understand my efforts to enlighten you blur suckers out there? Don't let such a thing happen! I mean... you can be dull and stupid, but even that has limits alright. Open your eyes and behold the truth! Cherish what you have... What's past is past. Its the present that is important, the only thing that matters!
Hmm... excuse my outburst. This damn show always gets me upset. Shucks.
Now for another enlightening proverb yours truly found: ''It takes many nails to build crib, but one screw to fill it.''
Enjoy pondering!
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