Thursday, April 27, 2006
Had so much fun playing and watching shows.
There's this particularly ridiculous korean show called 綁架愛情100天. The only watchable thing in it was this particularly cute girl. Haha.
There was a point where the guy deserted the girl, and she keeps crying and remembering the happy past. In her crying, desolate state, she looked so protectable, so vulnerable. Makes me wanna go protect her from the harsh realities, from all the sadness. ^^
Then i snapped out of the day dream. Yes, in normal everyday lives got such flashbacks of happy memories, and there's overwhelming sadness, but there isn't the beauty and happy endings.
Fuck the media. They playing with your subconcious, making you believe in the happily-ever-after ending, allowing you to think that all this would also happen to you. They hype all the lovey dovey shit, making the lesser of you humans into crying wimps. Hahaha
The ending for the damn show lagi best. The guy brings the chick to this dark place, the background suddenly lights up to show a palace like surroundings. And when they kiss, fucking got fireworks in the sky. WTF!!
Wednesday, April 26, 2006
3 weeks of hell, and finally the final paper awaits! Woohoo!
Today's paper is the most doable among all the 5 papers i've taken. So doable until i cannot stop smiling. Haha...
Finally got one paper i confident can pass one. The those people come out, start looking very sad and shaking their heads like as if the blank the entire paper. Come out say: die die... Chui chui...
Fuck you assholes. If ninpeh come out smiling and saying can pass, noone allowed to say they fail or they die hor!
I must thank Zhongmin and hua for explaining and sharing that 'zhen jing'. Without it, i think i goner liao. Yeah!
Then again, studying is torturous, but i must say it beats working, anytime. Even during exams.
How many hours a day do you have to work? Normally about 8hrs, considering a 9-5 job. But we know 9-5 job is a lie to con the naive. Where got work 9-5 one... i suspect its 830-630 that kind lor.
Then how many hours do you study a day? Strictly speaking, even during exams i dont think i got spend 8 hours lor. Why?
Daily process: Wake at 11. Bathe, lie in bed, lunch... Before you know it, its 2. Study a little, then start chatting on msn, playing a little dota, then its already 7.
So far. I suspect about 3 hours of study clocked. MAX.
Then we do a dinner and after dinner slacking. 8-9 study, then watch tv at 9-10. Start dota and chatting until 12, before studying for another 2 hours before slping. Xiong!!
Study time: 6-8hrs
How to lose? Hahaha....
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Finally finished 2 papers, 4 more to tackle. But the feeling is good. Studying isn't so bad afterall, it just plain sucks...
Just submitted the form to go HongKong for this intersem. Hope it goes through... Haha. But i applied alone, means i'll be all alone. Which is a good thing. There isn't much to look forward to in holidays anyway.
I saw some pics somewhere on the internet today. And it dawned upon me that i'm blessed. Heaven has been good to me.
Through a wierd twist of fate, i didn't get what i initially wanted. Only to find out that what i wanted wasn't as good as i thought it to be! What luck!
Fuck, i'm not materialistic or what lar. But some things just cannot compromise one. Hmm... Baffled? Too bad...
On to something else... Just now hua say he wanna box me. Sibei heong. Then he started waving his fists and swinging his leg like a gorrila. Kinda scary...
Now he sleep liao. Think he swing and wave till tired. Haha...
Recently think exam very stressful and tiring. I everyday see e notes, very tired. Very fast eyes close. Can sleep like 15hours a day lor.
Last night i cannot sleep, keep tossing and turning. I took out the damn notes, i fell soundly asleep in 5mins. -.-''
Got like that one anot!!!
Friday, April 14, 2006
Finally got my lappy back. And i finally started playing like mad. Haha... No lappy, sleep a lot. The moment eyes land on the notes, eyelids closes. This is chi ru.
This weekend i confine myself. Hope it works out fine...
Watched The Myth? A show long ago. Not fantastic, not even close to great. But i like the fantasy idea. And i like the song too..
解开我最神秘的等待
星星坠落风在吹动
终于再将你拥入怀中
两颗心颤抖
相信我不变的真心
千年等待有我承诺
无论经过多少的寒冬
我决不放手
(韩)
每一夜被心痛穿越
思念永没有终点
早习惯了孤独像随
我微笑面对
相信我我选择等待
再多苦痛也不闪躲
只有你的温柔能解救
无边的冷漠
(韩)
让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
穿越时空绝不低头
永不放弃的梦
让爱成为你我心中
那永远盛开的花
唯有真爱追随你我
穿越无尽时空
我们连"爱你"这句话都无法讲
爱是心中唯一不变美丽的神话
Ok ok.... The lyrics not completely correct. Some of the spelling is chui one. But i copy and paste lar, lazy to edit. Haha
Thursday, April 06, 2006
This is bad. After next week, is exams liao. I set a goal to study 4 hours a day. I only managed 40mins. Haiz... This sucks...
Now i'm way behind schedule, and the nagging discomfort in my mind telling me something is wrong has escalated to a full scale pain. SHIT!
So something had to be done. I had to destress. So i went to watch Ice Age 2. Muhahaha! And i destressed even before i started studying for it. Heh!
This Ice Age was funnier last time. This time the plot more lame. But still funny nonetheless. Guess which character i like best?
Yes... Its this cute thing. I have no idea what you call it, but this idiot's determination to get the acorn/walnut called for respect.
Lets do a recap of how determined he is. started out getting his tongue stuck in ice, followed by getting a mouth full of ice. Skidded through ice, fell through cliffs, climbing steep walls.
The best was the one where he used a twig and used it as a pole to vault over to the walnut. He failed by a hairline, and tumbled to his doom. Amazing how strong these creatures are. Fall so far still never die. Haha! Funny!
Tuesday, April 04, 2006
HP said 30th my combo drive come. But they lie. Now already 4/4/06 liao. My combo drive not in sight. Not even a damn phone call. Sian...
No cd rom very sad. Cannot install stuff, cannot watch movie. Wanna burn stuff also struggling. Sian max. Now my lappy dont even have microsoft words. Hai...
Think HP service not bad. But their efficiency is putting me off. 4 days after promised date leh. At least gimme a call lar. KNN!
And exams coming. I haben started on anything yet. The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak. All i wanna do is relax, and pa game. I spotted i got no ambitions, no dreams... Hmm.. Got dreams lar, also got ambition. But i is lazy. Refuse to work towards what i want. Chi ru!
Just now got presentation. I garbra. Forgot my lines. Then i stand there and grin stupidly at the tutor. This time hong gan. Heh. The tutor stare at me for a full minute. I stare back that kind. At least it felt like a full minute to me lar.
Sua. Anyway over liao. Paiseh i chui the team. But really i got read and try to rem lor. Dunno why i stunned. Think cos no audience. Haha!
Monday, April 03, 2006
Is this a site feed?
http://xia-la.blogspot.com/atom.xmlI absolutely lazy to read... Browse thru then got tired, so anyhow do...
About the epic battle for supremacy that happened last saturday, get the full details on
http://donaq.blogspot.com. It was close, but alas, victory cannot be shared!
Die liao... Exams coming!!!
Sunday, April 02, 2006
Yesterday was funfilled. Makaned and walked around chinatown and city hall. Crowded place with loads of small kids and youngsters.
Near Esplanade, there's this place where those cyclist, skaters, dancers gather and show off. Sitting there, waiting for the photos to be taken, i had a short time to do some reflection. Maybe hua's right. My lifestyle's too sedentary. I cannot imagine myself picking up such kind of activities. Haha.. Ages is not an excuse. I see ah peks more active then yours truly.
Then comes the age old misery. Hmm... Not exactly a misery. I deem it peer pressure. Why the fuck is there so many couples?? They can do their lovey dovey at home lar. But kissing and hugging in front of me meh. Need to rub this kind of salt one anot. Hahaha...
Think again, maybe there are not THAT much couples and lovebirds lar. Just that since they are together, going out takes on a whole new meaning. Those single and lonely probably holed themselves up at home.
Photos done, self-imposed duty relieved, i went for a whole night of dota with the guys. Was damn late. But didnt miss much cos they only managed to squeeze 1 match ahead of me. Haha...
Won 3 consecutive matches, but the teams relatively imba la. Those who know, knows. Those who dont will never understand. Haha...But still, i got no complaints. Afterall i didnt lose. Hee...
The final game was close though. So close till i thought we had lost it. How we won? Ask the 8 guys who participated in the final epic battle for supremacy. LOL
The painted snoopy house was finally ready for collection. The lacquering was a little ameteurish. But still the house looked good. Took a couple of pics of the masterpiece, but my cdrom not repaired yet, cannot install program, cannot transfer the pics to get uploaded. Chi ru... Think i'll upload it later ba...
Today sunday liao. Tomorrow monday, another week of struggle. Somemore now exams coming. This is really fucked. I hate cramming, i hate studying hard. I hate exams. And worse, there's no light at the end of the damn tunnel. When the studying is through, working for the remaining of your life kicks in and you become a slave. A slave to money, a slave to fate...
Unless... Unless i strike toto....
